Chin up regimes

Code of the day: Stay positive in every difficulties u encounter, things get done easier that way.

Listening to ... Jay Chou - Xing Qing

This week is bad... very bad... extremely... Also don't know where to start. Throughout the whole week been failing my chin up regimes. And for every regime I fail have to do more and more push ups. Who could be so strong to hit the target when there is 3 such regimes a day. Food needs time to be digested. Muscles need time to recover too… The ways they try don’t convince me. Was given a lot of post this week too. My buddy was the section IC this week but as he will be away doing guard duty, I have to take over him. After taking over him, the next three days was my turn to lead the section. And at the same time the gym IC OOC-ed (Out of Course), the position was thrown to me too… Lessons on signal, weapons and demolition was boring to an extent but still was mental torture. And the worst of the all things was I was to do guard duty on Saturday… Starhub phone have no reception there and its plain bored... That is why I am writing my blog only now. 8 hours of weekend for me only. Clothes will not be dry I guess. Ask someone to help me bring clothes back and he left the most important pack in school. Now I hope I have enough no.4 to wear next week... Sad enough… Ippt Cat test was on Wednesday and I did very badly. Running, jumping, pulling and sprinting all went down. I wonder what am I training for… So many people overtook me during the run... From the 1st to the 10th. Damm... Lately my morale is rock bottom low… I wonder how am I going to pass the course… And I actually applied to sign on for a 4-year bond, which will take 6 years to complete. I think I must be mad. But the pay was ‘seductive’… Now I am considering whether to sign or not. Dilemma! How I wish answers could drop from sky and dreams will fulfill on its own.