I want to be special~

I am really lousy... Not that I like to compare but sometime I look at the people around me, there are so many people who excel in one way or another. I wonder why I am not gifted in anything.

Some Malays are learning Chinese and speaks them so much better then me. I can't even speak or write my English well. Rooney is earning millions yearly, gambles ten over thousands per game and he is so much younger then me. Buying a house bigger then my HDB Block! WTH... Look at that pretty lady who plays golf, Miss Michelle Wie is so young! But she is winning tournaments, one after another. Furthermore, she is so pretty. She can be a model anytime! I don't have to mention anything about Sharapova or Paris Hilton. I know I am looking at the extreme but then again most of them are having a talent of their own. It is pretty demoralizing to compare myself with them. The point is why am I not performing well in anything?

Looking at the brighter side, I am glad I look normal, have an average IQ (maybe slightly lower? Haha) and have able to feed myself 3 times (or 4 times) a day. That is much more better then many people around the world. Though living in a stressful country, but I am glad Singapore is slightly more peaceful. There is a balance in life and in the end we are all the same. Anyway, that’s enough grumbling for today.

I am slightly happy because I completed 1.5 of my 4 goals today. I studied 1 chapter of my accounts and finished a 7km run in 38 mins. Need to buck up to finish my other chapter later on. Hopefully I can finish it by tonight.

Something caught me off guard today but never mind that. Anyway, "You Hua Gan Gan Sou" was talking about gaming addicts which reminds me of the You tube video I posted a few entries ago. Who is playing the game? Me or the game.