Screwed up bio-clock.

Its 3.19am (Singapore Time) now and everyone is asking me, "So late, why not sleeping?".

My reply goes "I woke up at 1am, not so long ago."

I woke up in time to see the 2nd half of man u trashing watford 4-1 in the fa cup semi final. So see you in the finals, man utd! Who will be your obstacle in the final? Will it be all time jinx, blackburn or the preserving chelsea? Either way, trash them hard hard! Man utd ROX~
Seriously, my bio-clock is screwed up big time. I really really just want a normal lifestyle. When will I get it? I have been struggling with myself for like the longest time. Sorted out a couple of things and still sorting out many things. I don't understand why people are asking me why I am not getting a girlfriend or not socializing in school. This is not a job where I need to go socialize around... Obviously, they do not know me at all to know what I am facing. Even if they claim that they know me, I am pretty certain that they have no ideas of the fears and implications involved.

No matter how much I say I hate money and dislike the mere presence of it, it is still a pertaining fact that it is one factor in life where things are interlinked to it. Maintenance of many things will eventually link back to this one evil... What is the difference between me now from me 10 yrs ago? I think I am happier 10 yrs ago and not getting any richer, wiser or better through the decade. I hope I can shout out loud to you this phrase, "Watch me soar my wings in the next 5 years!"... I am just a hot turkey~

I got back my project results and it was once again a disappointing Di. I was supposed to be happy to get this result (at least I will be last semester). But, expectation grows when you are taking the same shit twice.

The-ever-negative-Sum.