Mr Judgement

Recently, I have been pondering on one thing. When people around me laugh, cry or even had the slightest facial expressions, are they expressing what they were feeling at that instant? It has come to my notice that most people don’t laugh to stuffs they felt funny or cry when they are sad. They chose to withstand all these stuff. I was bewildered and tried to source for answers only to one. They were afraid to be judged.

There might be more than one explanation to it, or these might be the only one and maybe this wasn’t even the right one. Just my opinion on it anyway… How many people out there actually bothered to just be themselves when hanging out with others, carrying out conversation with others and don’t always give the 10 year series model answers. I dare to say it will be the minorities as currently I could count with my fingers the number of such acquaintances I have at the moment.

People who judge other are just plain annoying; forth what rights were they given to do so? No one is perfect or flawless and so what gives them the right to do so? And as for those being judged, why fear or be distressed over the comments and how others judge you?

‘Live the life you want’ are five such simple words yet they are so hard to practice. I wonder if anyone out there managed it. I would really appreciated it if such beings around who chances upon my blog to enlighten me on the methods to ‘it’. Anyway I am not too bright so I might need the ‘Step by Step Idiot’s Guide to Judged or Being Judged’.

Side tracking plenty, I am leading a very boring life lately. I have been studying 10% of the time, sleeping 50% and slacking 40% the time during this study week. Twelve more days before I take the test to meet Mr Judgement, the one man I hate most! Anyway life haven’t being so bad on me. I got a few destinations for my projects but I am keeping my fingers cross since the worst had yet to come. AS23 FC had their 3 unbeaten games recently and hopefully the streak continues. Currently, sitting at the 6th position, we got one win and two draws after playing five games.

I have tried to maintain a healthy lifestyle and left plenty of trails around NTU lately as I prepare for my standard chartered run and my IPPT. I did eighteen kilometers and more every week and did a trial run 3 days ago only to get a very bad timing of 11 min and 25seconds. I need more training if I really want to pass my IPPT next month. I think I only managed 3 pull-ups too and I don’t even want to touch on my standing board jump. Since I was so determined to stay healthy, I got myself a new pair of running trainer.

A very close friend from the past msn me lately and we sort of had a slight chat. Her life doesn’t seem to be going uphill and apparently going the other way. That wasn’t what I expected and I quite surprised when I first heard of the news. But situation rise and fall, so she just needs to hang on and stay strong in the falling period.

20th of October is Sweetest day and it’s a day for a small exchange of gifts to your love ones. I came to know of this day just so recently, like a few hours ago. Maybe I will get some candies for myself because I love myself. Drop me a candy too if I am your loved one! Haha.