Dreams

Don't believe anyone. Don't rely on anyone. Live by your own strength! Those are the rules to live in this world.
Buzzer Beater - Hideyoshi

I seldom blog lately and I just have this feeling my negative ions are not leaving me yet. They somehow got back to me. For no reasons that is. Maybe there was but I didnt discover it yet. Maybe I am disgusted by the world(like there was anything new). I can't believe what I have been witnessing and doing lately but I am doing it. But never mind. I think I am a bit stressed up lately. And just got this info. that I will be doing weekend duty on this sunday when monday is god damm not monday blues but a holiday. F*** T** A***!(Hope anyone gets it, dont try to get it if you can't)

I want you to be playing happily alway.

I am pretty addicted to this Jap. Series lately named H2, what a romantic love story revolving over baseball. I wonder why I like this kind of show and finally I figured out why. I want this kind of love story. I wish for it to come true and wants this dream to be real. I do hope for this kind of dream(hole) to fall into. Deep and huge and worth the fall. Say I am stupid, like I would care.

My heart desire to go. Its a strong desire. Even stronger urge then being seduced by Arvil. Maybe about the same... Real far, to make new friends and return as a mature man. A man both knowledgable in the brain and the heart. A wealthy man who donates to the poor and fight hard and win in the stockmarket. Someone who is not afraid of falling and not never fails to try. Theater of dreams - old trafford has created so many dreams its countless. Barcelona base, nou camp has many too. So for so for Milans field. But Sing. doesnt seem to be the place to make such dreams at least for me. I need to spread my wings to soar far and lay my dreams.

Its time again to spread my legs, wide and far to where I dont wish to go... my camp.