11 more days to my last day of work and I am still in the straight of enduring. 忍人所不能忍。That is basically what is keeping me going at the moment. Anyway I have had enough of grumbling around to whoever I can so I shall not complain here.
I had a small gathering with my Uni-mates today. Went Vivo intending to catch Golden compass, only to realise that we did not book the tickets. Miss Jennifer did not get the tickets!!! Haha. But then she did a good ... no, great job of gathering everyone. We didn't watch the movie, ending up in the arcade after our dinner. Finally we chilled ourselves at Ben and Jerry and chit chat. Quite a relaxing gathering with no aim. That is a good thing for a slight stress relieve.
Recently, I took some soul searching. I realise I have had too much of regrets, too little of aim. I have so many wants but before I fulfill them, I have to secure my needs... I want my I-touch, psp, my keyboard. Thinking a bit further, get my licence, learn my jap and secure my savings. And slightly more further, my manchester united tour, egypt tour, my house and my career. But then again step by step... I realise and just hate to acknowledge that in this world, no one is true. I choose to live to my way of life and meant my good and bad point, my good nature behavior... I have avoided getting into trouble and arguments to create less war and more peace but there is no more intention for that. Any little things going against my way to success will result in only war. Be it my victory or loss. This will be my stand for now.
Too many egoistic people in this world who refuse to hear other's advise and to down their ego is to be more ego then them. We just know their death is the only way to victory.


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